Custom Japanese-style Portrait Illustration

Generate an illustration of what you imagine me to look like: in a Japanese-style illustration, with distinctive character traits, a natural and expressive emotional look, and a half-body composition. The pose should be dynamic, with finely detailed clothing. Use a hand-drawn doodle style with splashed ink brushstrokes, loose and spontaneous lines, and a mix of pastel colors and ink tones. Aim for a comic sketch texture, set against a simple white background, with symbolic elements scattered around to enhance the atmosphere. The overall feel should be strong in mood, highly detailed, and high quality.